The Self Concious Lifter
I did my first cycle when i was too young,but I feel like it was for a good purpose. It was a way of getting my body ready for college soccer, and hopefully to get me a chance at the U-19 National Team. So out of my 10+ cycles I have done only has not been because of vanity. There are many reasons to do roids, such as for bodybuilding, Pro sports, but most for vanity. So I don’t feel that alone, but it still seems like I have huge self esteem issues. Now honestly I tried to figure out how true this is. From an outside view point it looks pretty cut and dry, but I can’t seem to admit this to myself, so is it pride or do I do it for other reasons? So what if I flex in the mirror every time I take a shower and several other occasions, but who doesn’t ( I hope thats not a dumb question). Is this crazy, I guess only to people with no muscle to flex. Well I thought some people do it for the women, so they get the looks as they walk down a street. This seems very unreasonable, but my defense is while engaged I still roided up. I have to say that can’t be it, so why is this such a complex issue within me? I have always been a pretty confident man, very capable with the ladies. I have to say thatas far as I am concerned you don’t need one, and that’s the point of this blog. As long as you know what your doing, and do it within the safety requirements , there needs to be no explanation. So do it to it and have fun, but be safe.